WHAT LOVE???

Aku dah break-up since Dec 17 - Jan 18, tak tau actual tarikhnya, because break-up is a process not a moment. and I realise 1 thing, walau kita dah cuba yang terbaik, tapi kalau dah tertulis di Luh Mahfuz, dia bukan jodoh untuk aku dan aku redha. Actually, tak ada apa pun yang patut aku rasa sedih sangat.
He was my second couple just about 7 month.
My first couple long last for appx 7 years.
We fall in love with 3 people in our lifetime. Each one for a specific reason.First love: This love often happens at young age, you eventually grow apart or call it quits or silly things. When you get older, you may look back and think it wasn't love. But the truth is, it was. It was love for what you knew love to be. Remember, There different depths of love.
Second love: The hard one. You get hurts this one. This love teaches us lessons and makes us stronger. this love includes great pain, lies, betrayal, abuse, drama and damage. But thi is the one where we grow. We realise what we love about love and what we don't  love about love. Now we know the difference between good and bad humans. Now we become closed, careful, cautions and considerate. What know exactly what we want and don't want.
Third love: This one comes blindly. No warning. It creeps on you silently. You don't go looking dor this love. It comes to you. You can put any WALL you want, it will be broke down, You'll find yourself caring about that person without trying. They look nothing like your casual crush type, but you get lost in their eyes daily. You see beauty in their imperfections. You hide nothing from them, You want marriage and family with them. You thank Allah for them. You truly love them.
 I'm waiting for my third love...